haunted by bhante sujiva and insight stages, i notice myself tracking progress instead of sensationshaunted by bhante sujiva and insight stages, i notice myself tracking progress instead of sensations

Bhante Sujiva and these insight stages keep haunting my sits like I’m secretly checking progress instead of paying attention. It’s 2:03 a.m. and I’m awake for no good reason. The kind of awake where the body’s tired but the mind’s doing inventory. A low-speed fan clicks rhythmically, serving as a mechanical reminder of the passing seconds

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